yawnnnnnn.

i am bordererer, er, more bored than any one has ever been before. i just watched 2 episodes of law and order. ill be having nightmares for weeks. it was SVU, on top of that.

anyway. didnt do much today. had a really great cheesesteak from capone's for dinner. had myself some coffee a few hours ago, im starting to yawn, so its probably time for another dose. ill hit DD before work, thats only like 2 hours from now. i can handle that.

tomorrow its supposed to be shitty as hell. rain, snow, the whole nine yards. i thought we were just about through with this winter weather crap. guess not.

tomorrow (today, tuesday) im gonna run to home depot and maybe lowes around 11am-ish. i gotta try to find a socket to fit my wheel lock. and probably also the parts for my pneumatic air gun. need a sprinkler valve and shit. then probably grab some lunch and return here.

exciting life i lead, aint it?

route went okay. had alot of time so i stopped with father @ wawa. had my usual cranberry juice and grapefruit juice. theres a new chick working there now, no more big-guy.

anyway. its nice as hell out there. 60 freakin degrees, its shorts weather! which is funny because 60 degrees is about as cold as you can get the house, with A/C, in the middle of summer. and it feels so warm now.

ANYWAY, i guess ill do some shit outside. so weird, no one on my BL is on, usually someones idling or something. very odd indeed.

tomorrow more rain and snow, so you nj'rs enjoy it while it lasts.

i am. ~>

took some pictures this morning as the sun was rising over the bay, looking out towards the seaside bridge. really quite pretty, however i only had my cell cam, which isn't exactly the highest quality. so the image(s) are pretty dark. but you can get the general idea of how brilliant the colors really were. pink and purple, really amazing.

anyway. i am sick as all hell, but what else is new? im just. gah. dizzy, and tired, and weak, and headachey. just generally sick. its not like a bug though, its weird. but dwell not on illness...

mickey blue eyes is on, gah, id like to beat hugh grant to death with a shovel. i hate that guy.

ima go lay down for a bit, hit dunkin d's, then head to work.

sippin dunkin donuts XL coffee. so much better than the ass coffee i made last night. guh.

route went alrighty. father fell though, hes all scraped and shit. sucks.

im supposed to make the del haven trip today, but i dont know if i really feel like it. eh. i want to go someplace, i just dont think thats it. its nice out, but its kinda nippy. wait a second...its overcast...when did this happen? damnit!@

now i really dont know what i wanna do. lol. hmmmm

i dont know, i guess ill hang out here for a while, then maybe go do something. boredom sux0rs.

shittiest, assiest tasting coffee....ever.

napola. for a good 4 hours. im so lazy.

made some coffee, about to have. got a good hour and a half before work. gotta leave early cause dad wants to get a jump on his route, since he's driving stick for the first time in a while. usually takes him a bit longer, but bronco is mucho des easiero for shifting, esp. for someone out of practice. in comparison to my mustang, that is.

finally saw "what lies beneath", wanted to see it since it came out. what a screwy ass movie that was. they didn't really give you enough time to hate harrison ford's character. he just went from friendly to evil inside of like, a nanosecond. you gotta give me a chance to dislike the guy before i can cheer at his drowning. anyway.

my arm is steady aching the past few days, newspapers have been heavy as hell. on the bright side, ill probably have a massive left bicep. since im throwing them out the drivers side window, ill be pretty lopsided. thatll go with my left leg, which will also be huge from clutching, haha. maybe i could start a trend, only work out one side of your body. itll be thexy.

now i leave you with these mental images to go sip on some, judging by the smell permeating the house, overly strong coffee.

ta.

damn lock is on there TIGHT. i have NO CLUE how im going to get it off. ive tried just about everything. the lock, a pipe, the impact wrench....jebus. it wont budge.

i slept so late this morning, i feel so bad. missed IMs and shit. guh.

ima lay back and watch some saturday TV, then maybe try to tackle me room. or at least part of it.

i cant wait until i get my hydraulic jack. i can finally do some lowering springs, and actually reach the underneath portion of my car what a concept!

plus i can offer to help all my friends with their car troubles, then cut their brake lines. muhahahah... .... ..... damnit.

got about 40 mins before work. i slept most of the day. theres shit i should be doing, but i just cant bring myself to do it these days.

i noticed today my eyes have changed color yet again, gone back to black. they were this really light brown, with almost a green around the edge. now you cant tell the difference between my pupil and my iris. must be the badness in me. haha.

del haven has been set for sunday, just going with father. hope we can handle the damn thing. getting it back up here isnt going to be the problem, getting it *on* will be. (just in case you dont realize im talking about my hatch)

im basically driving around with a potentially dangerous problem in my front wheels. because i just cant bring myself to fix it, and i dont have the money to take its someplace. i seriously have felt like shit for the past week or so. im not sick, its just, like ive previously stated. im sick and tired of everything about everything. before this week i had never woke up and been pissed that i wasnt able to sleep more of the day away. duldrums i suppose. not like me however...

tomorrow i think ill try to forcibly snap out of it. try to get some shit done. i really have got to get my rotors turned too. bah. dont have the moola at the moment.

now i go.

route was fine, last few days have been painfully uneventful. watched a movie like til 7:30, slept until just about now. i dont even bother trying to get up early any more, whats the point? more hours of boredom pecking at my brain like some kind of sick water torture?

rock bottom cometh.